Outwardly Courageous, Internally Risk-Adverse

This is a blog about my journey to get comfortable living in grey areas life offers.

 

I am fully confident in that I'm nothing influential. I work a full-time corporate job. I have friends in all stages of life. I suck at smiling in pictures. Physical and mental health fluctuates. I want to find purpose but also rot in bed. I have a dog who I miss. I'm constantly paralyzed between the devil I know and which "greener" pasture to pursue. I'm by no means a prolific writer.

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My friends know me to be the traveller, always out there. I know myself to be risk-adverse and stick to myself while admiring scenery. In an attempt to be who I exude, I will be documenting what that is like. I'll visit some new places actively trying to immerse myself while reviewing older trips and what I would do differently. I'll try to make friends as an adult. I'll try a few new hobbies to get me moving.

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I know I can't have it all but I can attempt to do all I can to get myself realigned. As long as I try, I consider that success.